if i could write a book about how shitty my life is… i’d be running out of pages
my life is super shit at point where i don’t find any purpose to live anymore
fuck it
it sucks to keep everything to yourself because everyone around you seem to be having good life
having good families, good friends
while u here just lil piece of shit where no one cares and is underappreciated 24/7 fucking of time
my existance means nothing to nobody.. im just there to fill the gap im not important to anyone
like it doesn’t mean shit if i wasn’t there
fuck my life
sad ain’t it?
i want to end my life so so bad, but i don’t wanna die in pain

chavvesty:

“i don’t care,” i say, caringly, as i care deeply

themntngoats:

one time when i was 6 my mom caught me trying to eat pure sugar out of the container so she stopped and said “would you like to have something even sweeter?” and of course little naive 6 year old me said yes yes i would so she said “smell it first and then decide” and handed me a bottle of straight vanilla extract and of course it smelled like the tears of jesus so i said YES give me and she let me take a huge swig and this is why i have trust issues